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  • For a minute there, I lost myself...

    Karma Police. Well ladies and gentlemen, they're finally taking me away. They've realized I'm really batshit crazy and need serious help before I explode from being too goddamn fat. Alright, that's my anger talking the…

  • Reasons of excuses

    ...where exactly do the lines blur? (I'll follow up on my last blog, just wait until I get these few things out of the way...) Today I felt so out of place...like I was walking through a whole different world. Every so…

  • Perpetual Sadness

    I've tried to block it out. But the sadness rains down...puddling at my feet and throwing my reflection back at me. Basically I haven't posted in a couple of days because I had a small break down. Alright, slightly big…

  • Here we go. Again. [Haven't we been here before...? This place seems familiar. OH WAIT! Yes, yes we have. How many times have I had to put up with this bullshit over the past 5 years? Too many.] I'm going to start wi…

  • I'm not dead

    Hey everyone...I've been battling myself for a little while now, wondering if I should really come back and start blogging again. It's been a really tough decision and I had to do a lot of thinking. I've actually been as…

  • The Pain that Doesn't Hurt

    Excuse moi? Life? Absolutely chaos. It got worse, I've lost 3 very close friendships and relationships this past week, all of them, entirely, my fault. At first I cried, I cried as hard as anyone could. I jumped on th…

  • Living With ED

    Confusion. WARNING: THIS POST MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE IN RECOVERY WITH AN EATING DISORDER, SELF-HARM, OR MENTAL ILLNESS. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED. Among other things, I feel …

  • Updates (& male thinspo)

    Trouble. Today started out like any other day, I woke up around 12:20, had a shower, and got dressed. Then I started pacing around the kitchen wondering what I should eat, and I thought to myself since I'd done really …

  • Just helping out.

    Tips? I have them, the one's that REALLY help. Controlling hunger: -Chew gum, but try to stick to the mint ones. If you chew the fruity ones they tend to make you hungry. -Do a series of sit-ups and crunches, thi…

  • I used to know you so well.

    How did we get here? "How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time" -Paramore. I'm so confused right now, and angry, but sad at the same time. I want to…

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