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I'm not dead
Hey everyone...I've been battling myself for a little while now, wondering if I should really come back and start blogging again. It's been a really tough decision and I had to do a lot of thinking. I've actually been as… -
Living With ED
Confusion. WARNING: THIS POST MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE IN RECOVERY WITH AN EATING DISORDER, SELF-HARM, OR MENTAL ILLNESS. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED. Among other things, I feel … -
Updates (& male thinspo)
Trouble. Today started out like any other day, I woke up around 12:20, had a shower, and got dressed. Then I started pacing around the kitchen wondering what I should eat, and I thought to myself since I'd done really … -
Just helping out.
Tips? I have them, the one's that REALLY help. Controlling hunger: -Chew gum, but try to stick to the mint ones. If you chew the fruity ones they tend to make you hungry. -Do a series of sit-ups and crunches, thi… -
I used to know you so well.
How did we get here? "How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time" -Paramore. I'm so confused right now, and angry, but sad at the same time. I want to… -
YOU UGLY FAT COW!
Hey, fatty! "Yes you, the one with the short black hair, ugly face, short squat body. I'm talking to you, look at me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't just ruin it all for yourself!" Oh, hey there ana & mia, … -
Progress (fast announcement)
Yay! So this past week I've been very good, sticking to my diet, losing weight, exercising, spazzing on myself when it's needed. I've succumb to temptation a few times I'll admit...but I was very good at taking care of… -
Food
Poison. My poison...your poison, poison of the world. Yet somehow it's unavoidable. I love it...hate it, need it, expel it. From the outside it always seems beautiful and well disciplined to 'run on empty'. But on the i… -
Frustrations
I want to scream. I feel so out of control, I feel like my head is spinning round and round faster and faster. My life is such an emotional roller coaster, especially lately. There's one person in particular that has m… -
A Little Crazy [thinspiration included]
Me? I've been feeling that way lately. It's like my feet have been swept out from underneath me and now I'm falling watching time go backwards. Everything is out of order, things are happening when they aren't supposed …
Recent Weblogs
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For a minute there, I lost myself...
Karma Police. Well ladies and gentlemen, they're... -
Reasons of excuses
...where exactly do the lines blur? (I'll follow ... -
Perpetual Sadness
I've tried to block it out. But the sadness rains...

