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The Pain that Doesn't Hurt
Excuse moi? Life? Absolutely chaos. It got worse, I've lost 3 very close friendships and relationships this past week, all of them, entirely, my fault. At first I cried, I cried as hard as anyone could. I jumped on th… -
Living With ED
Confusion. WARNING: THIS POST MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE IN RECOVERY WITH AN EATING DISORDER, SELF-HARM, OR MENTAL ILLNESS. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED. Among other things, I feel … -
Updates (& male thinspo)
Trouble. Today started out like any other day, I woke up around 12:20, had a shower, and got dressed. Then I started pacing around the kitchen wondering what I should eat, and I thought to myself since I'd done really … -
Just helping out.
Tips? I have them, the one's that REALLY help. Controlling hunger: -Chew gum, but try to stick to the mint ones. If you chew the fruity ones they tend to make you hungry. -Do a series of sit-ups and crunches, thi… -
I used to know you so well.
How did we get here? "How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time" -Paramore. I'm so confused right now, and angry, but sad at the same time. I want to… -
YOU UGLY FAT COW!
Hey, fatty! "Yes you, the one with the short black hair, ugly face, short squat body. I'm talking to you, look at me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't just ruin it all for yourself!" Oh, hey there ana & mia, … -
Shopping
Super.Today was the first day of my unexpected plan to 'recover'. This morning I really did try my hardest, I woke up at 7:00 A.M. (wow, I actually slept in a whole 2 and a half hours) and got into the shower. My Mum &am… -
How did this happen to me?
Belief. It's such a fragile thing...always breaking into bits and pieces, but somehow always staying around for the ride. I guess I should explain where I've been for the past couple of weeks, and that's mostly.… -
Progress (fast announcement)
Yay! So this past week I've been very good, sticking to my diet, losing weight, exercising, spazzing on myself when it's needed. I've succumb to temptation a few times I'll admit...but I was very good at taking care of… -
Thank you.
<3.I just want to thank everyone who is subscribed to me! And those who regularily comment on my blog & stories. And everyone who just comes to look & read, I really appreciate it. It's nice to know that somew…
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