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  • For a minute there, I lost myself...

    Karma Police. Well ladies and gentlemen, they're finally taking me away. They've realized I'm really batshit crazy and need serious help before I explode from being too goddamn fat. Alright, that's my anger talking the…

  • Reasons of excuses

    ...where exactly do the lines blur? (I'll follow up on my last blog, just wait until I get these few things out of the way...) Today I felt so out of place...like I was walking through a whole different world. Every so…

  • Perpetual Sadness

    I've tried to block it out. But the sadness rains down...puddling at my feet and throwing my reflection back at me. Basically I haven't posted in a couple of days because I had a small break down. Alright, slightly big…

  • Here we go. Again. [Haven't we been here before...? This place seems familiar. OH WAIT! Yes, yes we have. How many times have I had to put up with this bullshit over the past 5 years? Too many.] I'm going to start wi…

  • I'm not dead

    Hey everyone...I've been battling myself for a little while now, wondering if I should really come back and start blogging again. It's been a really tough decision and I had to do a lot of thinking. I've actually been as…

  • The Pain that Doesn't Hurt

    Excuse moi? Life? Absolutely chaos. It got worse, I've lost 3 very close friendships and relationships this past week, all of them, entirely, my fault. At first I cried, I cried as hard as anyone could. I jumped on th…

  • Updates (& male thinspo)

    Trouble. Today started out like any other day, I woke up around 12:20, had a shower, and got dressed. Then I started pacing around the kitchen wondering what I should eat, and I thought to myself since I'd done really …

  • Just helping out.

    Tips? I have them, the one's that REALLY help. Controlling hunger: -Chew gum, but try to stick to the mint ones. If you chew the fruity ones they tend to make you hungry. -Do a series of sit-ups and crunches, thi…

  • Shopping

    Super.Today was the first day of my unexpected plan to 'recover'. This morning I really did try my hardest, I woke up at 7:00 A.M. (wow, I actually slept in a whole 2 and a half hours) and got into the shower. My Mum &am…

  • How did this happen to me?

    Belief. It's such a fragile thing...always breaking into bits and pieces, but somehow always staying around for the ride. I guess I should explain where I've been for the past couple of weeks, and that's mostly.…

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