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  • For a minute there, I lost myself...

    Karma Police. Well ladies and gentlemen, they're finally taking me away. They've realized I'm really batshit crazy and need serious help before I explode from being too goddamn fat. Alright, that's my anger talking the…

  • Reasons of excuses

    ...where exactly do the lines blur? (I'll follow up on my last blog, just wait until I get these few things out of the way...) Today I felt so out of place...like I was walking through a whole different world. Every so…

  • Perpetual Sadness

    I've tried to block it out. But the sadness rains down...puddling at my feet and throwing my reflection back at me. Basically I haven't posted in a couple of days because I had a small break down. Alright, slightly big…

  • Here we go. Again. [Haven't we been here before...? This place seems familiar. OH WAIT! Yes, yes we have. How many times have I had to put up with this bullshit over the past 5 years? Too many.] I'm going to start wi…

  • I'm not dead

    Hey everyone...I've been battling myself for a little while now, wondering if I should really come back and start blogging again. It's been a really tough decision and I had to do a lot of thinking. I've actually been as…

  • The Pain that Doesn't Hurt

    Excuse moi? Life? Absolutely chaos. It got worse, I've lost 3 very close friendships and relationships this past week, all of them, entirely, my fault. At first I cried, I cried as hard as anyone could. I jumped on th…

  • Living With ED

    Confusion. WARNING: THIS POST MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE IN RECOVERY WITH AN EATING DISORDER, SELF-HARM, OR MENTAL ILLNESS. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED. Among other things, I feel …

  • I used to know you so well.

    How did we get here? "How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time" -Paramore. I'm so confused right now, and angry, but sad at the same time. I want to…

  • YOU UGLY FAT COW!

    Hey, fatty! "Yes you, the one with the short black hair, ugly face, short squat body. I'm talking to you, look at me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't just ruin it all for yourself!" Oh, hey there ana & mia, …

  • Shopping

    Super.Today was the first day of my unexpected plan to 'recover'. This morning I really did try my hardest, I woke up at 7:00 A.M. (wow, I actually slept in a whole 2 and a half hours) and got into the shower. My Mum &am…

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